Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Insomnia Is Inevitable

My first u/s is scheduled for tomorrow at 1:45 p.m. Too say I'm nervous is a huge understatement. For the most part I'm staying positive. I feel more pregnant now than I have with any of my priors. I'm nauseated most of the day, tired, my boobs hurt and I am zit city. Spot has stayed away except for brief appearance of pink on Monday night.

In anticipation of tomorrow's results, I know I will be up most of the night staring at my ceiling. I was up a lot last night too praying for good things. No let me rephrase that, I was begging for good things. I really don't know if I could handle another loss. Tonight I'm sure God and I will have some more good conversations. On top of my prayer list is that tomorrow we can see a nice strong heartbeat, despite it being only 6w2d and right on the brink of being able to see such things. I really NEED to see heartbeat tomorrow. To have to wait for another week or so to check again would be agony. So ladies, please pray with me for a strong ticker tomorrow.

13 comments:

choose me. . . . love me said...

I will be praying hard! Just like I have been doing. I like your baby countdown picture (the twirling one).I'll do some begging on your behalf.

LJ said...

I am praying with every ounce I have for you!

jill said...

I'm praying like crazy!!!!

Sunny said...

PRAYING!!!!

BrownEyedGirl said...

You are in my thoughts!!! Hoping for a strong heart beat!

Amber said...

LOVE TO YOU!!!

Katie said...

Honey, I am praying, hoping, and crossing everything that you and your baby are just fine. Please let us know as soon as you can. I am thinking of you and hoping that by tomorrow night, we are all laughing about silly spot. Hugs.

Tina said...

Good luck to you!!! Hoping for all of the best!

Natalie said...

Praying for you today...

Searching said...

I hope you were able to drift off now and then. My prayers are with you today!

Shelby said...

Best of luck!!!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I KNOW you need to see that beautiful, strong heartbeat... I am praying and hoping you do, really!!! I know it must be nerve-wracking... We're all waiting for good news!

tracey said...

Praying, begging, pleading.