Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Insomnia Is Inevitable

My first u/s is scheduled for tomorrow at 1:45 p.m. Too say I'm nervous is a huge understatement. For the most part I'm staying positive. I feel more pregnant now than I have with any of my priors. I'm nauseated most of the day, tired, my boobs hurt and I am zit city. Spot has stayed away except for brief appearance of pink on Monday night.

In anticipation of tomorrow's results, I know I will be up most of the night staring at my ceiling. I was up a lot last night too praying for good things. No let me rephrase that, I was begging for good things. I really don't know if I could handle another loss. Tonight I'm sure God and I will have some more good conversations. On top of my prayer list is that tomorrow we can see a nice strong heartbeat, despite it being only 6w2d and right on the brink of being able to see such things. I really NEED to see heartbeat tomorrow. To have to wait for another week or so to check again would be agony. So ladies, please pray with me for a strong ticker tomorrow.

13 comments:

choose me. . . . love me said...

I will be praying hard! Just like I have been doing. I like your baby countdown picture (the twirling one).I'll do some begging on your behalf.

LJ said...

I am praying with every ounce I have for you!

jill b said...

I'm praying like crazy!!!!

Sunny said...

PRAYING!!!!

Prairie Girl said...

You are in my thoughts!!! Hoping for a strong heart beat!

Amber said...

LOVE TO YOU!!!

Katie said...

Honey, I am praying, hoping, and crossing everything that you and your baby are just fine. Please let us know as soon as you can. I am thinking of you and hoping that by tomorrow night, we are all laughing about silly spot. Hugs.

Tina / Anxious Changer said...

Good luck to you!!! Hoping for all of the best!

Anonymous said...

Praying for you today...

Searching said...

I hope you were able to drift off now and then. My prayers are with you today!

Shelby said...

Best of luck!!!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I KNOW you need to see that beautiful, strong heartbeat... I am praying and hoping you do, really!!! I know it must be nerve-wracking... We're all waiting for good news!

tracey said...

Praying, begging, pleading.