Sunday, October 28, 2007

The Power of Positive Thinking

Has anyone mastered this art? If so, please do share how you do it. I'm waffling between feeling really good about next u/s on Thursday and feeling like it's doomed just like the rest. I HATE when the negative creeps in. I want to be positive at all times. I want to have faith that this is THE ONE that's going to stick. I want to not think bad things at all. Instead they creep into my brain and make me doubt things and overanalyze things. "Wait a second my boobs don't hurt as bad today." "I was only sick to my stomach for 20 minutes today...that can't be nearly enough" "Hmmm.....not as many zits as there were a week ago". ARGH! Get these thoughts out of my brain and let me just TRUST God to take care of us and our baby.

Is it Thursday yet?

8 comments:

Amber said...

Well, I wouldn't call it positive, but my thinking is more like cozy-cynical. So probably not what you want to master. If it makes you feel any better I think positively for YOU, just not myself. I'm still praying... Love to you!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I totally can feel why you would be worried/concerned and not knowing HOW to feel.... I want some GOOD news, for your sake, you so deserve this... Please update when you get back, and let's pray it's good!

Katie said...

If you figure it out, please let me know! I think it's just a matter of getting past whatever your "breakpoint" is - the place where you lost your last pregnancy. For me, it will be 11 weeks this next time. That's a long time to feel on edge.

Can't wait for your good update on Thursday!

Laura said...

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. I hope Thursday comes quick for you and with great results!
Can't wait to read your update!

LJ said...

I wish it was Thursday too, but now especially since you'll have your U/S. Good luck sweetie.

Elin said...

Sending positive thoughts your way hun. You are in my prayers x

Manda said...

Tomorrow's Thursday!! Happy thoughts happy thoughts!
I hope it goes great. Be sure to let us know!

BrownEyedGirl said...

Good luck tomorrow! Thinking of you!